the reason

Here i am, all alone. No one else to see me. Not meeting anyone else. All the same, its all the same. And the only people you know are those who are sailing. Soon, a few years later. You find yourself all alone. And you don't know why.

Only a Dream

I dream about her last night. Dream that she was with me. We were standing by the sea. On a beach. She was right beside me. With her long curly hair blowing in the wind. She was wearing a black top and skinny jeans. She was holding my hands, I was leaning against a railing. She came up to me and lean on my body. Her head resting on my chest and she pulled my arms around her. My hands wrap around her, our fingers intertwine. The sun was setting, busking the sky in light pastel colors of red, orange and yellow. Children cycling on their bicycles, ringing ringing their bells. Joggers running by with music in their ears. Oblivious to them, 2 lovers are enjoying the sunset. In a world of their own. Unconscious of the world around them, they are in their moment.

Love Story 31/12/20XX

There was this boy who was with this girl. He was always happy around her. He look forward to seeing her everyday. he day dreams of her face during work. He thought of their dates when eating alone. When he trys to sleep, he misses her face everytime.

One day, new year's eve, he had a plan. He brought her out on a romentic dinner, he got her colourful flowers for she likes the rainbow. But no candle light dinner, its a distraction she says. She's afraid of knocking over the candles. It distracts me too, cause I wouldn't be able to look clearly at your eyes he said.

They were walking along a river, crowds are gathering for the new year countdown. They walk a further distance, away from the crowd, away from the noise.

At the countdown of 10, he hold both her hands. For her hands are slender and he wants to feel them closely. He got down to his keens for he is very sincere with what he's about to say. Their eyes meet. He could see the shockness in her eyes, the surprise at her lips. She's waiting,  tears started rolling around here eyes. For she knows what he's about to say, and she knows the answer she's about to give


She saw his mouth move. But she couldn't bear to hear. She wouldn't. At a corner of her eyes, she saw a silver ring, sparkling, shimmering from the lights of fire works.

She wanted to take a closer look but she couldn't. She couldn't bear to hurt his heart, she wouldn't, she shouldn't. Will you... she shakes his hands away. Tears rolling down her cheeks. She can't look at him in the eyes anymore. I'm sorry, I already have another...

Shyness is Golden

        It is the shy, the really shy ones, who have my admiration. They do not impose force on others: when they speak it is generally because they have something important to say, they listen to our stories right up to the limit of their patience, and they are the shoulder on which we most want to cry. Normally, they are much wiser because they spend more time looking at what is going on around them - and they manage to do so without anyone noticing. But, above all, they have a smile that extroverts generally don't have. It is not common and, because of this, is more amusing- it begins at a corner of the mouth and then becomes a smile only a little bit at a time.
        A big victory is when we manage to stop them from being timid for a short period of time, or when they cease to be shy with us - it does not count if you furnish them with drinks to get them to lose their inhibitions. In order to be special it is necessary that a shy person feels so secure that he reveals his true self and makes those cynical comments about himself with the confidence of someone who has rehearsed the words before he says them.
        The shy are excused from bringing flowers or presents on St Valentine's Day. It is enough for them to show up.

Hold on to your dreams

Why are humans such fragile creature? They hold on to things like dreams or hope. Things which are in-tangible, things which can't be seen, can't be heard, can't be hold. But i say, hold onto your dreams, for they will light up a path when your road turns dark. Hold on to your thoughts, for they will guide you when voices around you are sounding distance. Listen deeper , Look closer, See further, Run faster.

This little moment that we live here, Don't let us waste it in vain. Let's sail at full speed straight on.

For we are all, just humans.

U gonna go far kid...

Sometimes, all we need is just a little love. Some reassurance.. let me know that everything is gonna be alright, everything is gonna be ok. Stay strong kid, you're gonna be fine, you're gonna be alright. Things will work out fine, the way they are.

How 2 have a Health Chicken Rice

first, u fried an egg

tada!





















then make tay-susu


Finally, fish oil for good health!

a car run into the block this morning!




















not! it was raining, the car was picking up a passenger ^^

他都不愛我

Lazy sunday afternoon...

Haha.. Wat a smiley face. Had this for lunch today. Dad made the fried rice in the morning, he made extra and left a bowl on the table b4 he left for work. Yup, my dad works even on a Sunday. Its not unusual. I don't blame him but we are happy. Other family may go out on weekends or holidays. But I'm big now, we are all too old for those family things. Maybe I'll change things around with my family someday. But that day is still very far away. Haha.. I don't plan to talk about this things, just want to blog about my fried egg rice actually. Have stray towards topic of family. Guess I'm coming of that age now, of raising my own kids. But like I said, its still a long time away...... only time will tell.

Feeling Good

 

Wake up feeling different today. Feeling good, feeling refresh. Could be cause of the late night jog last night. Body a little different today, feel very good. Like a well oil machine, like everything is good in place. 

Anyway, went out to buy breakfast. Looking at the people at the market/hawker area, only saw mostly middle age and senior age people around. While passing by a playground, saw a group of indian foreign workers chatting. 

How do i know they are foreigner? One of them was wearing a shirt "I <3 SG", no Singaporean with the right frame of mind will wear that ^^ 

They were sitting at the exercise corner drinking liquids of donno what from cans place on the ground. While a bunch of kids were playing at the playground area with their dad. 

Good thing their dad is there, i willn't feel safe if i'm not around MY kids if they were to play there.

Prata Egg       - 1.30

Prata Kosong - 0.70

Soya milk       - 0.60

Papers            -1.00

Total              - 3.60