Groceries shopping again!

• Ayam Sardine_______2.85
• Kaya_____________2.45
• Baked Beans_______ 0.95
• Skippy Peanut butter_5.10
• Prawn Cracker______2.20
• Chocolate Biscuit____ 3.35
• Lemon Biscuit______ 3.35
• Tomatoes_________0.70
• Nugget x2_________6.95

• Total____________26.90

And I made lunch! Was so sick and tired of outside food. Either its too bland or too salty. Toast was made by dad this morning lolz.. Notice a reoccurring theme? Time spent 30mins. Munching time 10mins. Cost priceless.. even rice taste better then outside! Nothing beats a home cook meal, Period! =>

I'm going away for a while
but I'll be back don't try to follow me
Cause I'll return as soon as possible

You see I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where i feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

Run from them from them
With no directions
Run from them from them
With no convictions

I'm just one of those ghost
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no road
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles
But now I'm told that this is life
and pain is just a simple compromise
so we can get what we want out of it.

Love hurts

Love hurts. Its not whats on the outside that hurt the most. Its the inside, those intangible stuffs that hurts us deep inside. Why do we then still hold on to those endless dreams? When every time we see each other is so tiresome. Is it fear that's holding us together, fear of getting old alone? How long must i endure? How long before it all breaks apart? How long do i have to wait? For I'm tired, so tired, so tired of all these that it makes no sense anymore.

Morning breakfast =)

What do you do when you wake up early in the morning? You go out buy breakfast!! Slept very early last night. Since the china man had fly back to china, qingyong had moved back to his room. And i have my own room back! At last. Been sleeping early now. Use to be after midnight, nowadays i couldn't even keep my eyes open until 11! Since i'm a early bird, this works well for me.




Won Tun Mee $2
Soya Bean $0.6
Soya Bean Curd $0.7
Peanut Pancake $0.8
You Tiao $0.6
Fried Butterfly $0.6
Total $9.70 + English Newspaper $0.9

Lonely souls

In the end, we are all just lonely souls, drifting through life. Trying to make sense of it all. Our mind, body and soul. Bring, Beginning, ending it all.

My lunch for the day.
Thought of buying wan tan mee but was lazy to go out.
Got my com running don't want to shut it down.
Playing some game on Playstation also.
Pretty 宅男 right?

Running, jogging under the Christmas sun, Busking in the morning light. that's right, I went jogging on a Christmas morning. It was great. Don't know how far i jog, but it was an hour of exercise. Damn Shiok!

5am

As i sit here by my desk, unable to sleep, unable to think, i try to gather my thoughts but nothing came up. Try to feel but its only emptiness that i touch. Where are my eyes when i try to see? Who will be my guiding stars? Who will be there waiting for me? Where is my light at the end of the tunnel, for the road seems long, the journey seems sudden. All i need is just some warmth, in this cold forsaken land.

Last post

Trophy gathers dust
applause dies away
women run away
nothing is forever
nothing stays the same
all good things comes to an end

People are changing
hearts are evolving
bodies bruised
hearts shattered
but the will to survive lives on
for a better life
for a better future

Now is the time
now is the future
tomorrow is today
there is no better day then the one in front of you

"Life is beautiful"
life can be beautiful
if you let it be
let nature into your heart
let mother nature furnish your soul
heal that broken heart
solve that problem running in your head.

Let light show you the way..

Chances

tonight, i want to talk about chances. they say chances lost are never to be found again. they say if you happen to stumble upon a chance, you should grab it by the horns and catch it not letting go. they also say chances happen when you least expected. when you're not prepared. what do you do when that chance is presented before you? do i have to be prepare all the time? always in a state of readiness? if i miss that moment, will i miss it forever? or will there be another chance? how many chance must i miss before they are gone? how many chances are ther left for me to go before they are long gone? i guess.. its not much now.. night you all.. sleep tight now, qwen signing out..

oh ya, brought these just now.. ice cream was ok but the soyabean was yucky.. will never buy that brand again..