dreams..

Playing basketball together with young kids. They just seem so lively. Then there's me, still stuck in the shadow of my youth. I'm just thinking about my life, my love life. How it sucks right now. Really, why am i thinking about those things? Do i need to be well built? To be big size? For the girls? You are kidding me right? This for the girls, this for the girls, that is all so.. so so rubish! Who cares?! WTF? I use to exercise for fun, cause i enjoy sweating out. Feeling the limits of my body...