u use to be there for me, now u leave me high n dry.
u use to be the 1 i look up to, now i'm left to my own devices.
u use to be the one i go 4 advice, now i know better then 2 look 4 u.
now that we're at a brake, i can almost say goodbye.
with no words left to say, with no reason to be alone.
this self destruction is not my own, u call it upon yourself.

I

I've leave home, trying to find myself.
Trying to be myself, trying to be
who I am. In the process I found
what I thought was myself, my mould.
In the end, I lost myself, lost my
sense, lost my direction, lost my thoughts,
lost my worth.

Now that I'm getting back on track,
I find new strength in me I never
known exist, new insights, new out-look
on life. I have found new respect for
myself and I respect myself, I really
do. Because that is what you have
to do, to respect yourself above
all else.

the messenger

when you feel you're along
cut out from this cruel world
your instinct telling you to run
listen to your heart
love leaves us blind
love keeps us kind


when you've suffer enough
and your spirit is breaking
you growing desperate from the fight
remember your love
love leaves us blind
love keeps us kind

I

Have you ever saw someone, someone so familar, yet so distance.
You thought you know her but in actual fact, you don't know her at all.
Thought no matter how hard you try, you can't get her image out of your mind.
No longer you feel lonely, for you saw someone, someone who you like.
Longing for closure, companionship.  
For having waited so long, you feel relief that you've found the one.